Some songs exerts a strange power over me. There's one particular song that makes me cry inconsolably: 'Hope there's someone'.
I can't explain the feelings it causes inside me. Something related to my meaningless existence, the absolute despair, the solitude. The years passing by and the bare hands. The dark empty horizons. A vain past, a difficult present, a hopeless future. Nothing. I feel the nothing inside.
One man said the only thing that really transcends our existence is what we leave here behind for the others. What am I leaving behind? What have I done for the others?
Today's one of those days. I haven't seen a single face yet. I don't feel really sociable today.
